Mommy's Letter to William Ethan Morgan

My dear sweet baby Will,

I loved you before you were even conceived.  I will never forget the moment I knew you were growing in my belly.  I was singing and dancing and could not wait to share the news.  I thanked God for you every day and focused on loving every moment that we had to share.  My heart grew over the past 10 months to allow me to experience a love that I never knew possible.  Each day my love for God grew because of the miracle he allowed us to share.  I had more love for your father who cared for the two of us with more dedication and concern than I had ever seen.  I had more love for you who brought more joy into my life than I ever knew possible.  Yes the past 10 months have been the best 10 months of my life.

I know that you are with God today.  I may not understand his plan but I do know that if he needed someone full of love he choose the right boy to help him.  Your daddy and I love you so dearly but that is just the beginning.  You have grandparents, aunts, uncles, friends, and even perfect strangers who have been moved by your journey.  You, my sweet precious William, have in your short little life been loved more than many who have very long lives.  You have inspired so many of us to be better people and to make the most of the lives and our physical health that we sometimes take for granted.   We are so very proud of you.

I am your mommy and you are my son - the son that I prayed for and loved while you were here on earth.  I know that I will long to have you in my arms until the day I see you in heaven.  Until then, I must accept that you are with God in a much better place.   As hard as we tried to keep you to ourselves it looks like God too knew that you were an amazing person even before you were born.

Daddy and I will always love you.  

Hugs and Kisses,


Thursday, August 14, 2008

Stork planning for Monday delivery

Good News. Baby Will received another perfect 10 on his Ultra Sound and Non-Stress Test. Our OB Team at Chop (after extensive deliberation) has decided to induce on Monday 8-18-08. Matt and I are so happy. Many of our family members are coming from Georgia and Louisiana to be here for the big day. I will actually go into the hospital on Sunday night and begin the process. Of course, there is still a high probability (40-50%) that we will move to a C-section based on Will's ability to endure my contractions but it feels much better aiming for a natural delivery as our first option.

Thank you so much for your prayers and support!

Our sweet baby boy is ready for his debut. We will let you all know as soon as he arrives.


Dotty said...

wow!! hang in there! sounds like he is doing awesome! im so happy for you, i hope things continue to go smoothly. as for delivery in the end you wont care how he was born as long as things went well, ive had three csections, the last two were chosen, they really arent that bad...if you should happen to get one remember one thing...get up and walk within the first 12 hours...your body needs it to really helps. also grab a pillow to hold over your stomach if you cough, it will be harsh at first, but your a strong person. hopefully you wont need it though. so happy to hear good news! hang in there momma!!!!

PineapplePrincessMama said...

Yay! 8/18 is a GREAT day (my bday as well!)
Good luck on Sunday/Monday. Hope baby Will endures the contractions like a champ and doesn't have to come c-section!
Rest up this weekend...the hardest part is yet to come!

Best wishes-I'll be following Will's story!

Libby Cohen
Mama to Makena LCDH 9/30/06

Jennifer said...

I will continue to keep you all in my thoughts and prayers, and will anxiously be awaiting an update.

Cindy said...

I will be praying for you and Baby Will on Monday and following his story.

~ Cindy
mom to Claire, 6/7/07 LCDH

Ramen_Guru said...

Love and prayers coming your way from California's bay area. Kelly, Arya, Connor, Aedan and our dog Charlie Brown eagerly await the good news. We're really rooting for you all and can't wait until we get the good news.

All the best...

Amy AKA "Baba" said...

I can't wait for his arrival. Liviana will be 7 months old on 8/18 so lucky day :).

Murat Aksu said...

We will be praying for you.
Aksu Family

Angela said...

Hi Matt & Heather - Jennifer forwarded your blog link to me today. I will pray for a safe delivery and a quick recovery for Heather and Will. Take care!! Angela

Aep said...

I have been following your story and will be thinking of all of you this weekend. I hope all goes well this weekend, especially Sunday/Monday.
Take care and enjoy every moment.
Prayers your way and for baby Will.
Ana and Marco

pkp265 said...

Wow, another leo in the world is awesome news!

We'll keep you guys in our thoughts and prayers.
Zane and Amy

Elizabeth said...

Keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers. Exciting and nervous too!

Sending Will some LUNG FUNCTION chants too!

Gina said...

Will will be in our prayers on Monday. I have been keeping up with your blog and have been where you are now 10 month's ago. I was also induced on a Monday with Wyatt, my CDH baby. I posted your blog on his so that you can have many prayers:))

Wyatt's Mom

Candice said...

I'm getting the trains ready so I can play with William.

Brad, Kellie, Lucy and Baby Carter said...

Best of Luck! We'll be keeping you in our prayers Monday and of course, for Baby Will after he's born.

Anonymous said...

Keeping y'all in our thoughts and prayers as you prepare for Will's arrival!

If you need anything do not hesitate to call us!