Mommy's Letter to William Ethan Morgan

My dear sweet baby Will,

I loved you before you were even conceived.  I will never forget the moment I knew you were growing in my belly.  I was singing and dancing and could not wait to share the news.  I thanked God for you every day and focused on loving every moment that we had to share.  My heart grew over the past 10 months to allow me to experience a love that I never knew possible.  Each day my love for God grew because of the miracle he allowed us to share.  I had more love for your father who cared for the two of us with more dedication and concern than I had ever seen.  I had more love for you who brought more joy into my life than I ever knew possible.  Yes the past 10 months have been the best 10 months of my life.

I know that you are with God today.  I may not understand his plan but I do know that if he needed someone full of love he choose the right boy to help him.  Your daddy and I love you so dearly but that is just the beginning.  You have grandparents, aunts, uncles, friends, and even perfect strangers who have been moved by your journey.  You, my sweet precious William, have in your short little life been loved more than many who have very long lives.  You have inspired so many of us to be better people and to make the most of the lives and our physical health that we sometimes take for granted.   We are so very proud of you.

I am your mommy and you are my son - the son that I prayed for and loved while you were here on earth.  I know that I will long to have you in my arms until the day I see you in heaven.  Until then, I must accept that you are with God in a much better place.   As hard as we tried to keep you to ourselves it looks like God too knew that you were an amazing person even before you were born.

Daddy and I will always love you.  

Hugs and Kisses,

Mommy

Monday, August 18, 2008

Cervadil worked perfectly...

Dr. Zachian (our high-risk OB) words were music this morning.... "The Cervedil worked perfectly.  We are now favorable for delivery."

To those who are following our story, but haven't read every post (smile), the Cervedil was to soften the Cervix to enable induction and was administered last night.  Heather (and Baby Will) needed this to happen before we could proceed to the next phase.

On the side note, Dr. Zachian is a real hoot.  He is so excited to bring Baby Will into the world... it is rubbing off on us and the rest of the team here...

So, next steps for us is to SHOWER!  Heather just jumped into the shower, and I will follow soon after.  

....then we start induction!!!!!!

Updates soon....

4 comments:

Brad, Kellie, Lucy and Baby Carter said...

Thinking of you guys today. Good luck and we can't wait to see pictures of Will. :)

Liz Rich said...

Wow...can you believe he's just about here!?! Just know that there are probably thousands of people praying for Will and the two of you today--the power of blogging!!! How wonderful that your doctor is so excited! Get ready--you are going to be a mommy and daddy today!!!

Rosie said...

My thoughts will be with all of you today. You have a special place in my heart, as my son was also born with a RCDH. I wish you and Will the best of luck today!

Rosie (Mom to Mason)

theparkerreesefoundation said...

Anxiously awaiting Baby Will's arrival....